I wasn’t too sure where I would put this. I decided to put it on Tumblr.
Sometimes I wonder what happens if I died? What would people think of me if I died? Should I die? Like thinking about my life it isn’t the best, yet it isn’t the worst. Sometimes, just sometimes, not too often but the decision of suiciding sometimes pops into mind. But I know it’s a stupid decision. Then the curiosity hits me. What’s in the afterlife? Although I know I’ll find out later in life I don’t need to rush things. For now I should just enjoy what I have my friends and family.
Most of my days are good, majority are because I try being happy, life is too short to be sad. Although there’s times where you just can’t be happy. As in it’s impossible, yeah sure that one text, that one person can make your day but what’s the possibilities that they’ll text? That text doesn’t even have to be the person you like, it can be a text from a friend that wants to help you. Sadly, I don’t have someone to text like that. They either don’t give a shit or are busy. For now I’ll just see what happens in life, whether I like it or not. But if the worst comes is it wise to just quit? Probably not.
Then again I’m probably not the only person with problems and venting my own won’t do shit. It’s just to say, hey you’re not the only one with Problems I have many more.
Just ignore this. It’s something for me to look back to.